Chapters Of Me Life

 Heyyyy guysss!!!❤️❤️ I am backkk. Hope you all doing well. Did you check out ghost stories anime? No? It's alright you all must be busy 😊 otherwise you definitely would have because you love me 😚. Enough with the jokes let's talk a little about my life.  Well as I stated in my previous blogs. I gave one, two, three.... No... I gave many many entrance exam just to get a decent College. My actual plan was to skip college but my parents won't let me and I am too poor to be a famous Novelist. Well I realised without professional support it's difficult to publish book and to get professional support you need money and for money you need a job and for job you need a degree. All in all. College== successful novelist  So to fulfill my dream I will attend one. But of course I won't just study anything. I think since I spend two years of my precious life studying science and maths. I will do something around that only. So my parents and I settled with engineering. Yeah......

 SSssssssuuuuupppp guyssssss!!!!! Like I promised. I am backkkk. This proves my love to all of you.🫰 I'll continued from where I left off then. As far as I remember i was giving some bad promotion advice to you all right?  Let's continue. Initially I thought it would all be a walk in the park. But ofcourse it's not. When I finished my novel. I knew it would be a self published. I am not expecting any fame or money anyway. Just a way to enjoy life. By living my passion. Investment on something like that. I can't risk that. But I still thought promotion is something worth investing on. With that innocent thought I began editing. But it didn't took me long enough to realise that I am broke like literally broke no money, no education, no degree, nothing to risk, nothing to lose especially no money to lose. What I mean is that I am pretty sure I am still not brave enough to tell my parents about this thing I am doing behind their back especially when the college is abou...

 Hey guys!!!  How you all doing??? How long has it been? One day? Pfft noo!! One week??  Two week??  Three week??  One month?? Nooo!!! It's been more than one month!!! Okay let me tell you this real quick. Guyssss I missed you all a lot!!!!! Jesus, I love you all so muchhhh. Mwahh Mwahh.❤️❤️ Okay I have got a long story. But of course one blog won't be enough so from now on I will post regularly. Just kidding 🤪. I will only try to post regularly.Well, I remember posting last blog about my editing process. Well it sucks. Yeah, I mean editing is actually difficult than writing novel guys. I am having a bad time dealing with it. But that's not the biggest problem. I set a deadline for myself because as a self publisher no one gonna give me a deadline, it's all on me😭😭. I am dying just to meet me. I think I am gonna go blind my looking at screen so much. But this being my first novel. I am not giving up yet. Okay so the thing is I might be able to complete editin...

 Hey guyss.... I know I have just disappeared from everywhere but things haven't been going too smoothly. Like I said I am thinking of getting into a college though I don't if I will be able to complete it or not because I don't really find studying interesting as much as I like writing interesting.  But still why skip the experience?  So few days ago... ummm.... no.... half a month ago I studied for a entrance exam gave it and luckily it was the last entrance exam now I have to wait to get admitted in one college. After that I jump back into editing my novel and let me tell you it wasn't a piece of cake at all... My story is a mess, there are many plot holes and disturbances in flow many incidents doesn't make sense. Usually this is actually what 1st draft is like. But I just didn't expect it would be this big of a mess. Sometimes actually most of the times I have to rewrite a particular scene which is very annoying. I actually wanted to publish story before my...

 Hey everyone how are you all doing? I know i haven't been writting anything pr giving any update. But things have gotten really stressed.  Since my first draft is complete i thought of taking a break so I haven't been making any progress with my novel. I took this time to think what I should actually study? I know i told you all I am serious about being novelist and i still agree with that.  But i think no matter how much time i spend in writing there is almost a lot of free time. So i should do some productive right? I decided i will go to college i will dropout if I don't feel like it or stick to end well that's something i will leave on my destiny. I am okay with whatever turns life holds for me but right now I think it's best to attend a college like everyone else. Why miss a experience of life? As for the subject i will take I am not sure maybe something related to science because I studied that for like my whole life. Once i clear things about my college and ...

 Let me share a wonderful secret. As a girl i use to be very innocent and weak not able to stand for myself. I use to be too much softhearted i used to cry every time i got hurt..... wheather someone said something to me.....wheather someone made fun of me......someone bullied me......no matter what my only solution was to cry. Have heard about the weakest are the primary aim of everyone? Same case was with me. Everyone in school use to target me. At some point I didn't even liked going to school. Like I was so scared.....i used to get home and cry everyday withoutceven telling anyone. But when I was promoted from 5th to 6th. I started making better friends things become better slowly. I wasn't like before i no longer use to cry openly. Even if I felt like crying I use to cry in secret. I didn't want people to know I am weak. You think it's tragic? I don't think so. When people are just gonna bully the weak then it's better to be known as strong even when you ar...

 Yesterday I went to give another entrance exam. The struggle is real bro. This time I didn't even study. Because I am tired of studying I just went to give exams. As my dad is not here so I went with my mom along with my friend and her mom. Just as soon as our mothers met, they just kept on talking....those two bitched about their daughter in front of them..... How sweet of them....😊😊  So embarassing it was😭 When I saw the exam i was very happy because now I could say i didn't do it because I didn't study like what the hell they asked us to do 50 questions in just 60 minutes how is that even possible are we humans or some kind of robots 😭😭 Whatever it was it's over I am very glad when we went home I ate a lot of junk food yeahhh i know i will gain weight but tasty and yummy food comes with a lot of calories. And only tasty food can lift my mood up so i will take calories hehe 😁😁 Today my maternal grandmother came to live with us. She is above 80 and it was diffi...

 You know who is the biggest failure of the world......  not me ofcourse  I was just trying to sound depressed but no matter what I do I can't get depressed let me explain you what happened so that you can get depressed instead of me. Haha As you all know my country India was involved in a war a few days ago....and let me tell you I am someone who is a peace loving person and is scared of war. Well everyone are scared of wars but mine condition is a bit extreme. I am VERY MUCH AGAINST WARS. But let me make it clear this thing wasn't actually a war. It was india fighting against terrorism. India was trying to draw a line to make everyone understand that just because India is a peace Loving country doesn't mean it will endure such inhuman thing like pahalgam attack. And I as a citizen of India who doesn't like war at all if given a choice will definitely choose to stand with my country and support my country no matter what decision it makes regarding this issue. And peopl...

 Life is really getting unexpected.  You remember I told you about having problems with novel i got in terms with it and now I am working very hard to atleast complete my first draft of story but the thing gets complicated when I need to study for exams too.  My exam date has come and i am trying to maintain everything. My dad won't be able to come to drop me off so I have to go there on my own. I am scared and excited at the same time since it's first time I will go alone.  I am lately trying to draw lawliet ryuzaki from death note and i failed very hard. It's one of my favourite character so I am feeling bad not able to make him. But it's alright. Things happen. It's life it's better to learn from mistake and Improve for the best. Another good thing is that I am about to complete one month of continuous workout. It's something I am proud of because I never gets to complete one month of workout. I am just very inconsistent. But this time I did it. I am prou...

 You know guys.... I really want things to go in my favour but god just don't know how to do some good things for me. Let me give you an example today I wanted to wake up little early so i could try to study a little as my exam is approaching. I tried but i failed lately everyday I managed to wake early just today when I wanted to things didn't go as planned. It's alright I got settled with it then came next trauma I noticed my workout is taking much more time now and it keeps on getting more intense it's not like I am giving up but it's getting difficult to make it a habit. Okay let's say I am okay with intense workout too. But when I started to study I couldn't study at all what disturbed me was the exam i gave earlier... it's result....it's not coming out .....and let me tell you it's very frustrating. How am I suppose to give another exam with peaceful mind when I haven't seen my performance from previous exam. I don't know how to exp...

 Today began in the best possible way—I woke up at 4 AM to the sound of strong, beautiful rain. It felt like nature’s lullaby, and honestly, I drifted right back to sleep watching it pour. When I properly woke up at 9 AM (a whole 30 minutes early!), I got into my routine—brushed, worked out, and celebrated a small but mighty victory: I can finally do push-ups now! Consistency really is magic. I didn’t feel like studying (who does, honestly?), but I pushed through and got it done. After that, I finished something I’m super excited about—my drawing of Luffy! I’ll drop the pic below—let me know what you think 👇🎨 The rest of the day was my typical hustle: a bit of binge-watching, a solid read from Atomic Habits (which keeps getting better), and of course, working on my novel late into the night. Another page, another step forward. Signing off for now—tired but proud. Until next time, Bubye!

 Let me be real with you—yesterday was brutal. Everything was going according to plan, my schedule was smooth, my energy was good... until my period hit like a freight train. And no, I wasn’t just in pain—I transcended into another dimension, came back from the gates of heaven, and still had to function like a normal human being. But guess what? Even in that chaos, I still managed to write my novel. A win is a win. Now let’s talk about today—because things actually looked up. I woke up on time (cheers to small victories), did my usual brushing, light workout, and quick routine check-in. Then I buckled down and studied for around 4 hours—maybe a little less, but hey, that’s solid focus for me. Also, I’ve started working on a new drawing—it's been taking shape since yesterday. Still a work in progress, but I promise to share it once I’m happy with how it turns out. Of course, I snuck in some binge-watching (balance is everything), read a bit more of Atomic Habits—which is honestly ch...

 Today was nothing short of a roller coaster ride. Last night, I went to bed around 1 AM with a slight stomachache that decided to turn into a full-blown disaster. I couldn’t sleep the entire night. Around 6 in the morning, I finally caved in and went to my mom for help—thankfully, a few medicines later, the pain eased, and I caught some sleep around 8 AM. I woke up at noon and rushed through my entire morning routine: brushing, showering, workout, promotion—everything in fast forward. Despite the rough start, I managed to squeeze in about two hours of studying (not my usual four, but hey, considering the circumstances, I’ll take it). Then I allowed myself some time to binge-watch my current favorite series. In the middle of all this, a playful (and slightly reckless) idea popped into my head: "Why not text my crush?" Now, let me give you some background—I've liked this guy for seven years. Yes, you heard that right. And yes, he once brutally rejected me, so much so that ...

 Today felt like one of those slow yet rewarding days. I woke up about 10 minutes early (a miracle, honestly) and jumped straight into some promotion for my novel. Growth is slow, but it's happening—and that’s all that matters. Speaking of growth, a tiny but proud moment: I searched my novel’s name on Google today, and guess what? It showed up! Sure, the story description wasn’t quite accurate, but who cares? Seeing it pop up felt like a real milestone. Slow progress is still progress. After riding that little high, I worked out, brushed my teeth, showered, and managed to squeeze in about two hours of solid study time. It wasn’t long, but it was effective—and that’s what counts, right? Later, I treated myself to some series-watching (because, balance!). In the evening, just when I was mentally prepping for another study session, my mom dragged me to the market. Not my fault, okay? I wanted to study. But honestly, I’m glad I went—the junk food there was totally worth it. Sometimes, ...

 Today started off... oddly. I didn’t want to get out of bed, but a tiny devil—aka a mosquito—decided to launch a full-on attack inside my nose. Yep, that's what finally dragged me out of bed. I began my day with some novel promotion on Threads, and while I usually enjoy it, today left me feeling a little disheartened. There’s this unspoken trust on platforms like Threads—“support me and I’ll support you”—but not everyone follows through. It’s not really about the follow-back numbers. It’s about the trust. When I support someone believing they’ll do the same and they don’t even acknowledge it… it stings a little. Still, I didn’t unfollow everyone. I kept following the ones whose content I genuinely admire. Then came my “bed workout” (don’t judge—I’m proudly lazy), followed by brushing, showering, and a half-decent attempt at studying. I say half-decent because honestly, I’m struggling to find motivation. I already have a chance at a university—not the best, but still something. And...

 Today started a bit earlier than usual—thanks to some not-so-pleasant shouting around the house. I tried to convince myself to go back to sleep, but that didn’t happen. So, I got up, did a little promotion for my novel, squeezed in a workout, and then freshened up with a quick brush and shower. All set to study… right? Wrong. My friend showed up in tears, sharing the latest drama from her love life. And, well, you know how it goes—I couldn’t resist. The next thing I knew, I had wasted a lot of time just listening and supporting her through it. But hey, sometimes you just need a little break from everything. Eventually, I got back on track, determined to study. But of course, distractions found their way in again. And just when I thought I could finally focus, I realized I was supposed to meet up with some friends. Cue the chaos: they changed the location last minute, I ran to meet them, and—of course—I lost my money in the process. After 30 minutes of searching and a small panic a...

 This morning began with me waking up fashionably late—30 minutes behind schedule, to be precise. But hey, I made up for it by diving straight into some quick novel promotion and squeezing in a bit of a workout. Not gonna lie, it’s getting harder every day… but we move. After that, I freshened up—brushed, showered, the usual—and opened my laptop to binge-watch a bit while having breakfast. A small daily luxury I totally defend. Now comes the fun part (or not): studying. I tried to focus, but my friends and I ended up spiraling into a deep discussion. We were questioning life itself—like, why stress over top-tier colleges when we can settle for a third-tier one, get a degree, and build real skills online? I mean, I don’t even want a corporate job. I want to be a full-time novelist! 💅 …until my parents gave me a healthy dose of reality. "Your novel won’t feed you rice and curry," they said. Touché. So, I crawled back to my books and got in some actual study time. Just a little...

So… confession time: I technically woke up on time today. But then I told myself, “Just five more minutes.”*l You already know how this story ends—two hours later, I finally got out of bed. Despite the delayed start, I dove straight into some promotional work for my novel. Baby steps, but every share, every post counts, right? Then came the basics—my usual home workout, brushing, and a quick shower. I squeezed in some study time too (finally tackled that pending Physics chapter after three long days phew). Progress is progress! Next, I curled up with my laptop for a cozy binge-watching session, until… plot twist: mom proposed an impromptu trip to the mandir (temple). At first, we weren’t sure whether to take a taxi or hop on the metro. After a mini family debate, we settled on the metro—and honestly, great decision. The place was beautiful. Peaceful. Sacred. I took a deep breath and let it all soak in. After that, I treated myself to some ridiculously expensive (but totally worth it) i...

 Today began on a surprisingly beautiful note. Someone reached out to tell me they’ve been reading my novel—and that they loved it. “Great for a beginner,” they said. Sure, there were a few constructive comments too, but honestly? That small moment meant a lot. It made my day feel lighter, like maybe all these quiet efforts I’m putting in are actually reaching somewhere. Riding on that little wave of encouragement, I jumped into my routine. Got in a workout (though not without grumbles), brushed, showered, and then began the usual battle: trying to open my rebellious, semi-broken laptop. After the tech drama settled down, I sat down to study. Now when I say "study," I mean… 5 minutes of reading, 10 minutes of scrolling, panicking, promoting, texting, and snack hunting. In those breaks, I promoted my novel, checked college options, chatted with my family, and caught up with a friend. And that’s when everything shifted. Out of the blue, I got a message from my best friend—someo...

 This morning, I woke up to something unexpected… Not a result, not a plan—a realization. I discovered that Threads could actually be a space where I connect—not just post. So, I took a step forward. I spent the whole day engaging, supporting other creators, and sharing little bits of my novel journey. And you know what? People were kind. Really kind. Strangers—absolute strangers—cheered for my work, appreciated my words, and offered genuine support. I’m not even kidding when I say: *I was almost in tears.*🥺 I didn’t gain a crowd, but I gained a start. A few lovely followers and a whole lot of hope. And that? That means the world. Besides my emotional adventure on Threads, I stuck to my basics—brushed, showered, and most importantly, studied. I’m trying, and even though things feel tough, I’m still pushing. In fact, it’s gotten to a point where even my parents have stopped forcing me to study because they can see how hard I’m trying. That’s the level of burnout I’m dancing with ri...