Exam, novel,workout ,war...... everything is mess

 Life is really getting unexpected. 

You remember I told you about having problems with novel i got in terms with it and now I am working very hard to atleast complete my first draft of story but the thing gets complicated when I need to study for exams too. 

My exam date has come and i am trying to maintain everything. My dad won't be able to come to drop me off so I have to go there on my own. I am scared and excited at the same time since it's first time I will go alone. 

I am lately trying to draw lawliet ryuzaki from death note and i failed very hard. It's one of my favourite character so I am feeling bad not able to make him. But it's alright. Things happen. It's life it's better to learn from mistake and Improve for the best.

Another good thing is that I am about to complete one month of continuous workout. It's something I am proud of because I never gets to complete one month of workout. I am just very inconsistent. But this time I did it. I am proud of myself.

Another thing is that india declared war with Pakistan and I am very scared as I live in India. To be honest I don't think india did anything wrong as it's only trying to end terrorism. Which is a good thing. And I don't think that anyone would have problem with india trying to remove the cause of terrorism.

But what I want most is that innocent people weather from india or pakistan shouldn't get hurt. That's what matters most because neither indians nor pakistanis can be blamed for what happened in India. Terrorist are solely responsible for that. Never in past nor today and never in the future any religion or their religions beliefs would support something like terrorism i am sure of it. So what I can hope is that the innocent ones should be left alone. I will pray so that.......

" So that no innocent people can get burnt by the candle ignited by terrorists"

On that good note lemme sign off

I will see you next time till then

Bubye 

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