The daily grind for a decent College. The struggle is real 😮‍💨😮‍💨😫😫😩😩

 Heyyyy guysss!!!❤️❤️

I am backkk.

Hope you all doing well.

Did you check out ghost stories anime? No? It's alright you all must be busy 😊 otherwise you definitely would have because you love me 😚.

Enough with the jokes let's talk a little about my life. 

Well as I stated in my previous blogs. I gave one, two, three.... No... I gave many many entrance exam just to get a decent College. My actual plan was to skip college but my parents won't let me and I am too poor to be a famous Novelist. Well I realised without professional support it's difficult to publish book and to get professional support you need money and for money you need a job and for job you need a degree.

All in all.

College== successful novelist 

So to fulfill my dream I will attend one. But of course I won't just study anything. I think since I spend two years of my precious life studying science and maths. I will do something around that only. So my parents and I settled with engineering. Yeah...🥲

So I have to become a engineer who is a secret novelist.... Woah this idea can be used in my novel... I will note it down 📝📝.

Where was I?🤔🤔

Yeah !! So my family and I settled on engineering. Like I said I gave many entrance exam among them was engineering too. And luckily somehow I got a decent score so I could get in not the best not the worst but a okaish college. Well... I was sad... I was demotivated and I was depressed 🫥🫥.


I straight A student like me had to attend a college she got just by chance. That's how high the competition was. It was really heartbreaking for me but....🥹🥹.

But dude college in not end of my life.😎😎 I somehow atleast made it. Many of my classmates couldn't do that too. I am blessed. The end of my life? Maybe the day I won't write novels anymore.

Okay so let me give you a briefing first. There are several rounds and you can try to level up your college in those. For now there are three round. I got this okay college in second so I still have a chance to level up a bit. Not to best college but still better than this one. So finger crossed and hope for best. While I study in college I plan to write in my free time. Because I can't give up my passion I really like it. And what's the point of leaving my passion for a degree when I joined college because I want to make money for professional support for my novel.

So if you think I will give up my novel writting passion for a secure paying job.

Noooooo

Even when no one reads it I am willing to write ✍️ ✍️.

Ohh... I just now delivered some great quote.

So let's end this blog on this great quote.

Signing off till next time!!!!

See you 🫰🫰

Bubyeeee!!! 🥰😳😳

Good night my cutiessss💋💋

I love you all🥰🥰❤️❤️

Have a niceeee dreammm 🙈🙈

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