Chapters Of Me Life

 Hey everyone how are you all doing? I know i haven't been writting anything pr giving any update. But things have gotten really stressed.  Since my first draft is complete i thought of taking a break so I haven't been making any progress with my novel. I took this time to think what I should actually study? I know i told you all I am serious about being novelist and i still agree with that.  But i think no matter how much time i spend in writing there is almost a lot of free time. So i should do some productive right? I decided i will go to college i will dropout if I don't feel like it or stick to end well that's something i will leave on my destiny. I am okay with whatever turns life holds for me but right now I think it's best to attend a college like everyone else. Why miss a experience of life? As for the subject i will take I am not sure maybe something related to science because I studied that for like my whole life. Once i clear things about my college and ...

 Let me share a wonderful secret. As a girl i use to be very innocent and weak not able to stand for myself. I use to be too much softhearted i used to cry every time i got hurt..... wheather someone said something to me.....wheather someone made fun of me......someone bullied me......no matter what my only solution was to cry. Have heard about the weakest are the primary aim of everyone? Same case was with me. Everyone in school use to target me. At some point I didn't even liked going to school. Like I was so scared.....i used to get home and cry everyday withoutceven telling anyone. But when I was promoted from 5th to 6th. I started making better friends things become better slowly. I wasn't like before i no longer use to cry openly. Even if I felt like crying I use to cry in secret. I didn't want people to know I am weak. You think it's tragic? I don't think so. When people are just gonna bully the weak then it's better to be known as strong even when you ar...

 Yesterday I went to give another entrance exam. The struggle is real bro. This time I didn't even study. Because I am tired of studying I just went to give exams. As my dad is not here so I went with my mom along with my friend and her mom. Just as soon as our mothers met, they just kept on talking....those two bitched about their daughter in front of them..... How sweet of them....😊😊  So embarassing it was😭 When I saw the exam i was very happy because now I could say i didn't do it because I didn't study like what the hell they asked us to do 50 questions in just 60 minutes how is that even possible are we humans or some kind of robots 😭😭 Whatever it was it's over I am very glad when we went home I ate a lot of junk food yeahhh i know i will gain weight but tasty and yummy food comes with a lot of calories. And only tasty food can lift my mood up so i will take calories hehe 😁😁 Today my maternal grandmother came to live with us. She is above 80 and it was diffi...

 You know who is the biggest failure of the world......  not me ofcourse  I was just trying to sound depressed but no matter what I do I can't get depressed let me explain you what happened so that you can get depressed instead of me. Haha As you all know my country India was involved in a war a few days ago....and let me tell you I am someone who is a peace loving person and is scared of war. Well everyone are scared of wars but mine condition is a bit extreme. I am VERY MUCH AGAINST WARS. But let me make it clear this thing wasn't actually a war. It was india fighting against terrorism. India was trying to draw a line to make everyone understand that just because India is a peace Loving country doesn't mean it will endure such inhuman thing like pahalgam attack. And I as a citizen of India who doesn't like war at all if given a choice will definitely choose to stand with my country and support my country no matter what decision it makes regarding this issue. And peopl...

 Life is really getting unexpected.  You remember I told you about having problems with novel i got in terms with it and now I am working very hard to atleast complete my first draft of story but the thing gets complicated when I need to study for exams too.  My exam date has come and i am trying to maintain everything. My dad won't be able to come to drop me off so I have to go there on my own. I am scared and excited at the same time since it's first time I will go alone.  I am lately trying to draw lawliet ryuzaki from death note and i failed very hard. It's one of my favourite character so I am feeling bad not able to make him. But it's alright. Things happen. It's life it's better to learn from mistake and Improve for the best. Another good thing is that I am about to complete one month of continuous workout. It's something I am proud of because I never gets to complete one month of workout. I am just very inconsistent. But this time I did it. I am prou...

 You know guys.... I really want things to go in my favour but god just don't know how to do some good things for me. Let me give you an example today I wanted to wake up little early so i could try to study a little as my exam is approaching. I tried but i failed lately everyday I managed to wake early just today when I wanted to things didn't go as planned. It's alright I got settled with it then came next trauma I noticed my workout is taking much more time now and it keeps on getting more intense it's not like I am giving up but it's getting difficult to make it a habit. Okay let's say I am okay with intense workout too. But when I started to study I couldn't study at all what disturbed me was the exam i gave earlier... it's result....it's not coming out .....and let me tell you it's very frustrating. How am I suppose to give another exam with peaceful mind when I haven't seen my performance from previous exam. I don't know how to exp...

 Today began in the best possible way—I woke up at 4 AM to the sound of strong, beautiful rain. It felt like nature’s lullaby, and honestly, I drifted right back to sleep watching it pour. When I properly woke up at 9 AM (a whole 30 minutes early!), I got into my routine—brushed, worked out, and celebrated a small but mighty victory: I can finally do push-ups now! Consistency really is magic. I didn’t feel like studying (who does, honestly?), but I pushed through and got it done. After that, I finished something I’m super excited about—my drawing of Luffy! I’ll drop the pic below—let me know what you think 👇🎨 The rest of the day was my typical hustle: a bit of binge-watching, a solid read from Atomic Habits (which keeps getting better), and of course, working on my novel late into the night. Another page, another step forward. Signing off for now—tired but proud. Until next time, Bubye!